How many days does it take someone to emotionally prepare for something? Later this month I'll be a sophomore and I'll have to focus on school work. Then when my birthday comes I'll be 16 and have to get a job.The problem is I don't know what to do. I don't want to be the person behind the cash register or work at any retail store.I personally have very low patience when it comes to strangers asking me questions. I would probably say this out loud and not even notice it. "Why do you shop at this store?, You come here every saturday...you should know where the jeans are by now." I don't know why but,I stress about what Im going to do in the future everyday. It stays in my head and repeats itself over and over again. I wonder who's pressing the playback button throughout my mind. I guess I'll have to find a job that I like but,also pays my phone bill.Yep, this is me. AWKWARD ROSALEE.

 This morning I was startled by a spider that came from my closet and crawled up to me. While I was sitting on my bed I watched it crawl up to my feet as I restrained myslef from yelling. Next thing I knew,the creature was dead due to the man made shoe in my hand.The fact is killing the spider reminded me of somethimg. Many people have to get rid of something inorder to get somewhere or return to their routine. For you,it might have been negative people that brought you down from doing something you really wanted to do. In high school I have to be aware of people like this. My freinds encourage me to do what I love and I push them towards their dreams also. The ones that make you feel as if you don't have an idetity are absurd and wrong. Everyone has a place in this world but you need to get their with the right people. So if you want to make your dream come true, go out and start with people you care about that can back you up.Yep, this is me. Awkward Rosalee.

  Sometimes I think people take their lifes for granted. They wait at the last second to do something. If your going to tell your crush that youv'e liked them for 2 years then confess. I honestly can't stand when my friends(that are boys)come to me for advice about confessing to girls. The answer is always the same: Just Do It! If she doesn't like you then it's her lost.Most of the boys are very smart(as in nerdy) but there super sweet.The girls that they choose are in the same category.About half of the boys that confess are lucky enough to have a girlfriend. Why wait when you can do it right now? You Only Live Once so make it last. Make the moment count as something you will never forget(or regret)for the rest of your life.YOLO is not an excuse.If you live off of desserts YOLO stands for something completely different. YOU OBVIUSLY LOVE OREOS.I hoped you enjoyed my thoughts.Yep, this is me. Awkward Rosalee.

  How many times do you think about the outcome of situations you've never gotten into? When you watch a horror movie and you know that person is gonna die,just by her actions or low IQ. When you know you'll ace the interview and have all the answers prepared to questions you studied the night before.In high school, you were probably prepared to say the cutest thing to your crush to make him notice you.Let's face it,this is reality and reality is nothing like the movies. Even though you prepared for the interview, you did't grab your paperwork. Then, when you bumped into your highschool crush in the hallway, your mouth opens but no words come out. We always have everything planned out in our head but somehow it never goes as planned. The dum girl dies first in a horror flick because she doesn't know where to hide.Go figure, it's a movie.Yep, this is me. Awkward Rosalee.

  Everyday I notice that Im bumping into something new. Usually it's my foot that gets hurt but, lately it's been getting worse. When I woke up this morning my foot hit my vanity chair and I fell to my knees. Next,this afternoon I entered an office and my hip hit the side of my desk.Luckily it didn't leave a mark and no one saw the pain on my face. I don't know if Im just naturally clumsy or my tall legs are attracted to things that bring me pain.

  Have you ever heard the saying "Two Faced". Im not talking about the makeup line but the expression.  Not only is it a roller coaster ride but it's an emotion everyone has. We are all two faced because of people around us. As soon as we get out in the real world you have to learn how to be two faced. Not only is it at your work place but its every where you go. You act nice on the out side during a conversation but on the in side what you really want to say is,"Why are you still talking to me?" When your in a rush to get somewhere and you get behind the SLOWEST driver in the world. You probably curse them out or yell...even though they don't hear you. Then,when your boss calls your cellphone you don't want to pick it up. Next, you think about your paycheck and pick up the phone with the fakest voice in the world. This is the result of you turning two faced.Yep,this is me. Awkward Rosalee.