Him

When I see him my heart pounds.
when I hear his voice my heart feels like it's
jumping out my chest.
Why is that?
Why is it that when I see him with his girlfriend I want to cry?
I hate it.
I hate that feeling of wanting to die,
never to see his face again.
Never to look upon him in my dreams or in person once again.
I've had a crush on him since last year but since I have a class with him
I try my best not to stare...
At his smile,at his lips, those eyes....

I just want to forget.

I can't have him so I will try to forget him.As best as I can.

Everything is different

It's different when we see each other.

The atmosphere makes my heart flutter

Your eyes make my heart jump

When you speak it's like an adrenaline rush that I don't want to stop

Everything....

Everything is different.

By: Awkward Rosalee

In a cross roads

Recently , I have been taking a college prep class while working this summer. In the process I've been looking at colleges, receiving catalogs and testing myself for the SAT in October. However, I find myself in a cross road. On the left road I want to become an author and take journalism + communications. On the right I want to become a singer and songwriter. I don't know what to take in college. I love both so much that it's overwhelming. I narrowed down two colleges that I am really focused on : Hampton and Berklee. Berklee has an actual songwriting and music production majors but they don't have any journalism at all.Hampton has journalism/communications and liberal arts. I know, your probably saying Rosalee go to Hampton!! The only thing is I'm not sure if Hampton's courses are better than Berklee's. I am literally in a cross roads. Yep, this is me. Awkward Rosalee.