Him

When I see him my heart pounds.
when I hear his voice my heart feels like it's
jumping out my chest.
Why is that?
Why is it that when I see him with his girlfriend I want to cry?
I hate it.
I hate that feeling of wanting to die,
never to see his face again.
Never to look upon him in my dreams or in person once again.
I've had a crush on him since last year but since I have a class with him
I try my best not to stare...
At his smile,at his lips, those eyes....

I just want to forget.

I can't have him so I will try to forget him.As best as I can.